*My Cries..*My Laughter..*My Sorrows..*My Bitter..

*+[ A wound that ultimately, left a scar behind .. ..]+*

Monday, 31 March 2008

A Long yet Fruitful Day.. =)

Alright..Im dead beat now..went for the "compulsory induction day" today..Its kinda fun though tiring,as we've to walk around the whole sch for the Campus tour to end the whole thingy and have our lunch before we go..when i followed the HSN leaders around the sch,have a kinda mixed feelings and really worried abt starting sch when im still so blur and unsure of how things over there works and everything..The sch is really B.I.G man....hahaha! =D
Anw..The whole thing start off with Ice breaker games followed by the talks given by the lecturers and some of the HSN leaders..and all in all,it lasted for about 2-3hrs..Alot of info and things to take down during the programme..The Nursing Uniform,Shoes,Scissors and Nurses watch..and etc..so much and it really cost a BOMB..Really..I was like swallowing hard when i saw the prices of the Textbooks and stare at the cost price for a few seconds before i could take my eyes off the screen..and there are like about 12-13 textbooks being screened up..But i definitely wont be purchasing all..i mean..one book actually cost about $60 over..imagine 12 books???Oh my goodness..hahaha..Think when sch starts,I'll get only those Compulsory textbooks first..I think there are only 2 or 3 of it..Headache man..Seriously T.R.A.P.P.E.D now!
Arghh....*Biting Lips..
But glad that I've learned the basic of reading Timetables and all which at first sight of it,my mind was in a blank when the seniors demostrated..haha..So yup..Thats about it..And I kinda get to know some seniors today and I cant wait for sch to start..Everything that they said seems and sounds fun..But still, I wanna really experience it myself and go through the whole process..Im sure it'll be a life experience for me and I'll enjoy it.. =)
Hope the weather for tomorrow will be good..Cox most probably will be meeting Vicky and maybe Arri for Badminton..Love playing it! =) haha..but it had been quite a long time since I last played..So yup..Hope to meet up for a game tomorrow in the morning! =)
Ok ok..Thats about it..Will keep you guys posted again soon! So...Stay tune! hahahaha!!! xD

Sunday, 30 March 2008

Putting in some effort.. =)

Hmm..Nothing much about today..Stayed at home the whole day..Did some English today..Starting from Ytd,I've set myself a task to do everyday..and that is to find the meanings of at least 10 vocabulary words and useful phrases which will help me a little for my revision for English, as I'll be sitting for retake of O level English at the end of this year..
Hopefully this way of revision will be of some help.. =)

Saturday, 29 March 2008

*Memories! =)

~*A message to all my fellow classmates out there..Though ur pictures might not be here,but still,this is for u.. =)
All Thanks to Rups for sending me all these memorable photos..Looking baq at it,really brings baq so much so much memories and times spent tgt with u guys..Those days when we were all still studying tgt in sch,hanging out and enjoying every moment with one another..Been through all the ups and downs..Be it happy or sad..Im glad that we've all overcomed it and moving on to the nxt step.. =) All these beautiful and memorable memories will always be kept in me..Cox You guys have really left a deep footprint in my heart that will nvr be washed away..Serious..Im really Thankful to have known u people and one thing for sure,You guys are the best..and you all will always be! =) Stay in touch,the Best Of 512'07! ;)

~During Sec 5s..Year 2007..

*Outside Vivo..With Jas,Sista Kenny(Galvin) and Me! =)

*Willy Walla,Me and Yi Pei..*
=)
*Under One-Roof! hahahaha!!! xD *The One I rely On the most! Thanks for always being there,Wan Xin! =) *Rups and Me!* =)
*Richmond and Me..* =)
Classmate since Sec 1..My class partner..I'll miss you so much,Richmond..I wish u all the best in the future and I hope you'll continue to shine!
haha..yes..thats me.. =)
hahaha.. =D
~During Sec 4s...Year 2006..
*Vann and Me! =) My closest fren since Sec 1..You're Irreplaceble.. =) *Baq den,we were in Class 412'06..Tgt with Mrs Kumar at the Science Centre..taken with a grp of us..How I hope time could return baq to the past...*Misses! *You Guys are the best! =)

;)

hehe..went for a hair cut just now..it has been kinda long since i last trim my hair..cox i wanted to grow long hair! =) But still, after trimming it, it seems to be baq to the usual length which will take another donkey months for my hair to grow long again..Sianz..haha.. Hmm..ytd night 2nd bro went to JB with some of our cousins..will only be back on Sunday night..Will miss him man..cox usually we'll like to disturb each other..and sometimes we do talk about stuffs concerning sch and he'll teach me *zuo ren de dao li*.. though all these things might sounds simple,but still,it means a lot to me.. =) Cox among my 2bro,he's the closest to me..Other than my mum,he's the 2nd person I can really say im close with in my family..haha..Just hope he'll have a fruitful and enjoyable trip over there.. =)

Friday, 28 March 2008

Deep in Thoughts...

Hmm..Have been thinking quite a lot..Things just seems to be pop-ing up one aft the other..and my mind seems to be getting tighter each day with all these accumulations..Wonder when... .. when will there be a day I can radicate all these unnecessary stuffs which is causing so much stress for my head..I just hope that soon,I'll be like a tea-pot,pouring out these sorrows of mine and filling it up with happiness(things that will cheer me up)..I dunn expect much..Really..Just by making things smoother for me,it'll be more than enough..I'll be more than contented..This is my my only wish.. ..for now..
*If ever there'll be some day,I'm given a chance to give in my all, showing care to people in need, I'll really give in wholeheartedly just to see the smile on their face..*

*Staying...MaChO! xD

Ok..Baq from the Gym now and Im Super Tired..My legs just seems so weak..Now if u ask me to walk an extra mile to go buy something,I wont even be bothered by it..hahaha..Just wanna sit down like wat Im doing now..using Com and stay in my sitting position..hahaha!! =D But still, had a good work out and enjoyed myself hanging out with Vicky and Putri..It was truly a fun and fruitful trip to the Gym..Hope we can go there more often tgt.. =)
But guess it'll be hard,cox sch is starting really soon..Kinda scared yet excited about how poly life will be like..the people,the new environment and everything..Guess on the 1st day of sch,I'll be really lost..haha..but not to worry,there is Vicky!!! xD Hope we get into the same class man..Then it'll be something I'll be really happy about.. =)
Hmm..Just hope to meet up with all my frenz soon! Be it Classmates or other frenz..Miss them so much..hahaha! =D

Thursday, 27 March 2008

Finally baq at home..haha..Was another tiring day at work..So shall not go into detailed of it..hahaha..
**But still,I still adore the boy,Marcus, at the toddlers class the most!!! hahaha! =)
Hmm..so nxt week wont need to report to work unless they called me..But im kinda excited about the coming Nursing Camp at NP from 3rd to 5th April and the Compulsory Induction thingy coming this monday..Wonder how will it be like man..hahaha..hopefully it'll be fun! =)
Cant wait to go gyming with Vicky and Putri tml..haha..It'd been a long time since i last went to gym man..hahahaha..
*Just hope things will get better each day.. ..

Wednesday, 26 March 2008

Tired..

Went baq to work on Monday morning aft receiving the phone call from the Childcare..So for this week,will be working for the whole week except for Friday..Cox they are having a staff retreat to Batam till Sunday i guess..So no work on Friday... =)
Being able to see the kids again was something really to be happy about..But still, everytime when it reached to late afternoon,I'll be feeling super lethargic and moodless..just hope that the time pass faster..hahaha..Cox sometimes the kids really drive me crazy man...Like today....Arghhh.....
Hmm..I guess im putting on weight man..maybe shall join Vicky to gym on Friday..hehehe.. =p
Keep myself healthy and fit..and stay.....MaChO! HahAha!!! xD

Sunday, 23 March 2008

Trying to be optimistic.. (H.O.P.E)

hmm..kinda sad to receive the call from the childcare on sat saying that they've enough teachers for nxt week and that i wont need to report to work unless they call me if they've not enough teachers..sad...come this pattern again..hahaha..but nvm..will look through the papers see if there's any other part time i can take..i dunn wanna just stay home and do nothing..i cant afford to anyway... =( i'll think even more which will dampen my mood eventually..haiz..haha..but nvm..its ok..I've been through so much,im sure this time round , I can overcome this one too.. =)

Saturday, 22 March 2008

=)

Baq from the clinic..had my jab and re-take of one test done.. =) dunno why..last time i used to worried and scared of injections all this..always need somebody to go with me if i needed one..hahaha..but now,even if i go alone,i just doesn't seems to be bothered by it much..just tell myself it will be over aft a few seconds..haha..think i really grew up already..hahaha! xD or rather,been through so much that my mentality really changes too..haha.. Oh ya..and my test result shows that i have Thalassemia..I've always thought the illness I got was Migraine..But it was actually not..Its Thalassemia..So the doctor brief me through and tell me wat the illness is about..and he told me that Thalassemia is totally different from Migraine..haha..but anw,He's a really good doctor man..I dunn feel stress or scared talking to him..rather,it feels kinda relax in fact..haha..But still,Glad that all these medical checkup and stuffs have come to an end.. =) Think aft this Hepatitis B injection,my left arm will be having muscle ache for a few days..haha..But nvm la,the pain will be over soon.. =) so guess got to continue to rest at home till tml and to be fully charged by mon so as to go to work..hahaha.. *I wanna make a Difference.*

Friday, 21 March 2008

restless....

Hmm..just feel kinda restless today..nothing much happen today..so guess this will be a very short post.. These few days have been thinking quite a lot..seems that there are so much things going through my mind..but somehow,i still dunno whats really on my mind..haha..just feel so troubled..alamak!

Thursday, 20 March 2008

Hmm..called my work place just now to ask for nxt week time schedule..so for the whole of nxt week,will be working from 8.30am-6pm.. =) finally i can get baq to work..haha.. kinda worried now..by 5th of April got to pay for the retake of O level English as Private Candidate..Dunno if my pay will be paid to me in time or not..If not I think have to go baq and work at furama on weekends temporarily first..

Wednesday, 19 March 2008

Worried.....

Went baq to collect my O level Certificate just now in the afternoon..Saw Mrs Kumar in the General Office..She's still the same..pretty as always.. =) and she told me that our testimonials will only be out on May..so those who wanna collect it,rmb to go baq on May to collect it! =) aft that,went to eat at hawker with Vicky..It have been a long time since we eat at our sch hawker..so miss those days when we were all sitting tgt..haiz..miss miss miss... thinking of going baq to furama to work on weekends starting from nxt week while working at the childcare during weekdays..I really need to earn extra..haiz...tired...

Tuesday, 18 March 2008

Finally I can take a Rest.. =)

Hmm..Called the childcare that I wont be able to work for this whole week..cox i gotta get myself well soon if not i wont be able to go for the Jab for my course thingy..Hopefully I can get well soon..Real soon... =) So as usual,aft having breakfast with my mum,came home about 9am and have my medicine then rest..aft resting at about 12pm,wake up and went to ABC market to packet lunch so that i can eat my medicine aft that..aft that went to rest again till 3.30pm and rite here i am,using com..haha..my mum was complaining of me using too much com rather than resting..so I guess today i really rest enough,mummy.. =) if not i'll soon become a pig,eat and sleep, eat and sleep which i dunn usually do..hahaha.. =D ytd found this singing artiste who's song is nice with meaningful lyrics.. =) She's *Lovi Poe*..haha..try listening to, "Alone" , "I Never Knew Love" and " You're Still Here".. =) But the blogger seems to be lagging or have something wrong..i just couldn't changed my blog song..All have error on page..arghhhh......so infuriating... =/

Monday, 17 March 2008

Sick. Sick.. Sick...

No work for me today..and sad thing is,the intention of not going to see Doctor in order to save money has been ruined..haha..Coughing and Flu was pretty bad and getting worse last night..so its definitely a NO NO for me to work as i dunn wish to spread it to the lovely kids over there..so in order to get baq to work soon,i really had no choice but to have a knock knock on the doctors door..so,Doc and medicine fee,$28.. Next..came home and rest and had my medicine..received the call from the Clementi Clinic's Doctor saying that my test result is out..and i have to go baq once more to have a jab as my antibiotics is not enough..haha..sounds as if im so weak sia..but true fact is,i am..hahaha.. =D so will be going baq there on this sat for the jab and retake of one more test tgt..and that jab will cost me $28.60..oh no..more money is giving away... =( Just wanna stay home and have a splendid and full recovery soon! =)

Sunday, 16 March 2008

Sick Again... =(

Well..Ytd went for the medical checkup tgt with Vicky in the morning at one of the designated clinic at Clementi..Such a coincidence that when we were at the counter filling up the form and stuffs,Teti came out from the doctor's room..so end up,Teti's Dad and Mum drove us to Jurong Point whereby we have to take our Chest X-Ray over there..haha..super funny..
Then aft which,had breakfast with Vicky and accompany him to the CMPB building at Depot Road to defer his NS thingy..Once its done,we walked to Bukit Merah Centre and slack over there for a while then Home sweet home..
Now all the poly admission thingy are done..Except that I need to go baq to the clinic again nxt week to retake one test..hehe..
ytd night was feeling unwell..and true enough,im falling ill again..previously i haven really recovered fully from coughing, my voice and everything..But now,it all came baq again..sianz..dunno how to work tml sia..But i seriously dunn wanna take off..just hope my voice will come baq soon...and as usual, No Doctor Pls...hahaha..i wanna save money.. =)
hmm..guess thats all ba..will post some photos taken some time baq.. =)

*He's My All Time Favourite!!! ;p

:)
*Last Time in Queensway Sch Uniform..Before collection of Bursary.. =)

;)

Ming Ming and Me! =)

Vicky and Me! =)

Thursday, 13 March 2008

Worries.... ='(

Hmm..have been busy with work..So much things to do yet so Little Time..Everything is like in a mess now..Even myself, I've always been in panic and tension state..Cant seems to relax and slows down..Haiz..plus the Poly Admission thingy, really worries me even more..Scared if I've left out anything or nvr complete anything and just scared la..Everything just seems so hay-wired..Hopefully everything will go smoothly.. As for work,Next week Mon to Thurs will be working 8.30am-6pm..Fri is Good Friday..so No work..Can Relax for one day le.. =)

Friday, 7 March 2008

Updates!! =)

Tired,Tired and still Tired..Have not been having ample time to rest and a good night sleep..Everyday is like packed with work and still work..But still,managed to meet up all the people I miss!!! The great thing that perks me up.. =)
Starting with Wednesday night.. ~Went to Plaza Singapura to meet up with them to celebrate Our Dear Yi Pei's Birthday! =) A total of 11 of us with so much of catch up to do..(How I miss the time tgt in Class.. ..) Dine in at Pizza Hut followed by a great Chocolate Heaven Cake before we stepped out of the place..Yummie!!! Droolsss!!! Lovesss!!! ;) Group Photos taken outside Pizza Hut! Smiles,Flash Lights and Laughter!!! =D A walk in a big group towards the Bus stop and Cya Soon,Guys! =) Thursday Night.. ~Went to Tiong Bahru Control Stat to meet Min Er before meeting the rest.. =) A total of 5 of us with Funny Funny and Weird Weird incidents occured..Flies,Couples and Food.. =D Miss those days when we were working together in Furama Riverfront Hotel!!! Cox we nvr failed to fill the whole hotel with our Thunderous Laughter!!! xD Went to 3 places one aft the other for dinner..Its not that we have big appetite..But its too much of disturbance! =D Last eating place was at the Mac Donald..Eat,Chat and Laugh(Thats what we always do when we meet up..)Nice,Funny and Relax! =D Took bus home aft which..Happy!!! =)
Did OT today..was supposed to work till 5pm..But when it was 5mins reaching 5pm,the Teacher in Charge ask me to extend..Cox its seriously short of teachers..So as usual,Im fine with anything..and so,work till 6pm..was kinda lethargic during that 1hr..As i've said,deprived of sleep..But still,managed to tahan all the way..Tml I was told to report to work too..8am-2pm..Happy! =) and nxt week schedule is 9.00am-6.30pm..finally aft 2weeks of 7.30am-5pm straight,I can finally sleep slightly longer and go for breakfast with my Mum together again at the market! hehehe.. ;p
So thats about it..Gonna miss the Toddlers so much..Cox nxt week there'll be a new toddler teacher who just graduated from NP-ECH..so the principal told me to let the new teacher know more about the toddlers kids since I've been with the toddlers for quite a long time..so on Thurs onwards,will help K1 or other section classes that needs help..I just hope that on 11th of April,my last day,I'll enjoy the fullest with the kids!
Will Seriously Miss Them Super Lots!!! ='(

Tuesday, 4 March 2008

haha..have been busy working..so nth much to update about work..just that one word is "tired"..haha..cox have to wake up so early every morning..Or-Bak-Kak already! =D well..tml will be meeting Vicky and Ming Ming they all to celebrate Yi Pei's Birthday which was supposed to be today..So a very big Happy Birthday wish to Yi pei! =) Not really sure of who are going tml,but i just so miss them.. Also, on Thurs night will be meeting the usual frenz of Furama for dinner..super miss them too..Cant wait to meet up with All of them again! =)

Sunday, 2 March 2008

=)

haha..met up with Zi Ming and Chong Huan ytd..so this is the only photo I've taken with Chong Huan outside Mercury Ballroom when we went baq to Furama.. =)

*This guy really makes me laugh till I drop sia..hahaha! A Very Good and Nice Fren! =) with him around,u will nvr feel down or bored! ;)

Well..As for today's work,its kinda slack and easy..kinda bored when there's nothing much to do..haha..but still,its better than having too much kids around and creating a havoc.. xD

Saturday, 1 March 2008

Happy! Happy! and still, Happy! =)

So happy today! =) met up with Zi Ming and Chong Huan..super miss them lots la..Got 1 whole year nvr see Zi Ming le..as for Chong Huan,i've met him at Auntie Tan keow hse on CNY..But still miss the time working tgt at furama in year 2006..hahaha..miss talking,joking and laughing away with them..haha..met for dinner at Tiong market..Thanks for the treat! =) and aft which,went baq to furama for awhile to visit them..haha..Kinda miss working over there..but when i think baq of the serving and how rush isit when dinner has to be served,really pull me baq..haha..now they're super short of staff..so they were like asking us to go baq work..haha..shall see how ba..hmm..gtg sleep now..working tml at childcare from 9am-2pm..nitex!