Sharing my thoughts...

Well..I personally thinks that the past 1 week of CA has really helped me to grow alot as to how I see and understand things..I guess I'll get to learn even more starting from tml at Outram Polyclinic..

Hmm..Like ytd,I went to the nearby park ard my house ytd night with my mum..And we chatted quite a few..With the same thinking most of the time,we talk about life and people..As well as some past stories and experience of hers..Then out of the sudden,we talk about my CA at the hospital..And I told her something which I guess it may seems to be common to everyone..

Ask urself this..

When u urself(eg, me) who is sick right now, you always tend to tell others how sick u are and so, cant do this, cant do that..But after I, myself witnessed how the people in the Bright Vision Community Hospital(BVH) live and their chronic disease condition that is bringing them to nowhere, I suddenly have this thought that kept repeating on my mind and I start to ask myself this,

" So how sick are you actually? And really, how sick the people there and how they are going through....

With nothing they can do..All the pain and sufferings can no longer be seen on their faces, and they simply can't fight baq no mater how hard they try or want to..When we ourself, are still able to do things the way we want it and with no restrictions at all.. .."

This is why, though I was unwell during the attachment at BVH, I still hang in there and insist on finishing my CA..And I tend to not say much about how unwell I was..Cox I know, no matter how sick I can be now, can never be compared to the patients in BVH in the "Hope" ward(The ward which I was assigned to with patients all suffering from chronic disease)..And so,at least I did my best and a little which I can for them..I really hope that they will all continue to stay strong and pull through to the very last minute.. =)

So people, rmb that everyone is prone to be sick..But its just a matter whether is it minor or major..Do take good care of ur health and at the same time,give a little helping hands to people who are really really in need if u ever meet or seen one..You will feel really great..Becox you wont know,that little help from you may have made a big big difference to their life in any possible way.. :)

Photos time! ;)

26th-27th June 2008

2nd Attachment : Bright Vision Community Hospital(Hougang)

From left: Jie Bin,Nabeela,Gina,Me,Vicky,Jiang Chun,Chris,Wati & Syed..

We really had a great time hanging out tgt..

Though sometimes time seems to pass on so slowly..

But still..We had a good experience overall..

Nice knowing you guys! ;)

25th June 2008(Wed)

Health Promotion Board(HPB)

The following photos are members of P22..

As all of us are assigned to different places for attachment, we were so glad to meet each other on wed and were actively sharing all our different experience..It was really nice seeing you all once again.. =)

P22.. =) Smiles! =)

With our Nursing Logbooks up! ;p

Shall upload the 1st Attachment photo once I've received it.. =)

And no work for me today..Had quite a bad flu and so,called Coffee Club up..

That's about it..Enjoy the pics!

;p

2nd Attachment..

Well..Our 2nd Attachment was really an eye-opener..The things which we didnt expect to see was the very 1st thing on the 1st day(ytd,thurs) of CA at Bright Vision Hospital which really gave us numbed legs..The pressure sores on the patient's buttock was ard the size of my Clenched Fist..It was a big hole and u can see what's inside..And the way the male nurse treat the wound,brought Vicky down to his knee..He couldnt take it and he just walk off and squat down..As for me and another girl,nabeela,we just bear with it terribly..Becox in our heart,we could feel the pain and sufferings which the male patient was going through..Guess he must have been used to all these pain..He just lie there stiff with his face showing no sign of expressions..If u witnessed it,u could have felt the heart-aching feeling..But anw..yup..that was the 1st day..And everyone of us were hoping so hard that we could go home soon..hahaha.. =D

But on the 2nd day,which is today,we get to experienced bathing the patient and also changing the linen..More to hands-on stuffs..But today's time seems to pass on more quickly than ytd..Cox we had more break and free time..hahaha.. =D But overall..Good experience and nice knowing a few more new friends which are from other classes..Like Gina.. =)

hahaha..Nxt monday will be attached to Outram Polyclinic..Just hope that my flu and sore throat will recover fast! =(

Working tml at 7pm..Tired man..kkz..that's about it..Got to go rest earlier..

Nights!

1st Clinical Attachment(CA)..Great! ;)

Well..Ytd was my 1st day of Clinical Attachment at Whampoa Eldercare Centre(St. Lukes)..It was really nice and exciting to interact with all the Ah Ma(s) and Ah Gong(s)..At the same time,we were able to learn alot of things through them..It was really meaningful..However..Only when the bond and feelings for them have move on deeper,it was sadly that it was our last day today..But I will never forget the smiles and laughter everyone had on their faces showing signs and expressions of happiness..This really gave us great satisfaction.. =) On the 2nd(Last)day,which is today,we actually got assigned to 1 of the elderly which the Person In Charged appointed us to who to look after and at the same time,complete the task given..Which is to know more information about the elderly we'll be taking care of and their medical history..At first,I was really a bit lost..As in like nervous and worried that the Ah Ma I look aft might not interact much with me..But slowly,when I try to communicate with her in Dialet(Hokkien),she started smiling..At that time of point,I was really happy.. =) hahaha.. =D Cox she dunn really talk much and most of the time,u cant find any smile on her face..So u should know..that good sense of feeling is definitely a good sign and motivate me to wanna know more about her..Though she have a hard time hearing and I have to talk slightly louder and lean towards her ear and speak to her..Actually there are lots more of the other Cute Cute and lovely Ah Ma(s) and Ah Gong(s) that really brightens up my day,but all I wanna say is that I truly truly had a great time there..And yes..I really enjoyed being a "missy"(nurse)..hahahaha! =D

Well..I've started working at Coffee Club since Fri..So have been kinda busy and thus,didnt get the chance to update my blog..hahaha..But so far..Work has been alright..People there are friendly and nice.. =) Anw..Tml will be my first day of Clinical Attachment..Kinda scared and excited at the same time..But no matter wat,I'll put in my best effort and attention in the process of learning and help those elderly as much as I can.. =) Cya! ;)

Art Grade: B3

"O" Level Art Coursework..

"Enhancing Beauty"

;)

Well..Looking back at this Art Coursework, really brings back a lot of thoughts and all the hardwork that have been put in in order to come out with it and eventually,complete it.. =)

It wasn't easy I would say..Having to stay back at school everyday including our June holidays,we still have to go back to school and do it..All the last minute changes and rushing of work here and there..hahaha..But overall, looking at it gave me great sense of satisfaction..Though I didnt get the grade I wanted to achieve..But I know that I've done my best and I've really give in my 101% of effort.. =)

Anw,other than the Sky is painted with paint, the entire piece of Coursework is completed and coloured using Colour Pencils..And it seriously wasn't that easy..Therefore, being able to come out with all these tones and shadings,I'm really gratified with the final outcome..

With one look at this overall Artwork, I truly have no regrets about having to go through so much of intensive art lessons..

Hope this year's badge of Art students will do well for their Coursework too! =)

I can't wait for Teacher's Day..I Miss Mrs Kumar and the rest of the teachers lots..

And I wanna see and get the feel of my Coursework in real life once again! :)

14th June 2008

Class 512 Mini Gathering

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Sentosa!!!

Well..This is the moment that I've missed so much ever since our graduation from Queensway Secondary School..With u guys around me, the memories we've once shared, the laughter that will never fade off and all the ups and downs we've all been through together as one.. as one 512.. =)

I'm truly glad to be once again, surrounded by you guys and enjoying each and every moment being with you all..I will never forget you guys! ;)

Alright..Meet up at Vivo in the morning and off we go to.... Sentosa!!! Truly had a fun and memorable day..Though we didnt take much picture,or even not even 1 photo at sentosa..hahaha..But, I'm sure even if there's not much photos taken,the fun and joy we had on that day will be kept as great memories in our heart! =)

Everyone of us played Beach Volleyball together..It was seriously fun..I guess the whole day I was laughing non-stop la..haha..Then some of them were Sun-tanning under the sun and while some of us sat under the shade of a small hut with some conversation going on..The feeling was great man..Being able to hear some latest updates about their life that I've missed out since we've all been separated for quite some times..And also playing inside the seawater..hahaha..So nice! =)

End up..Almost all of us left sentosa looking burning red..And yes..we did got serious and I mean real serious Sun burn..Our body was super Red and Hot even till now..The redness is still there..and its extremely painful man..So itchy and pain and hot! I think its becox we were there since 10plus in the morning all the way till late afternoon at 5plus..hahaha..This explains the redness man..And rite now,I have a face that looked as red as a Monkey backside la..Arghh.....

Haha..Afterwhich,went to have our dinner which is Steamboat, at Bugis area..Had a filling and nice dinner with all of them..And also,Thanks Sista! =)

Hmm..Yup..Thats about it on that day..But still, till the next time we meet up again, take care and all the best in each and everyone of ur own respective education or work sector.. =)

Missing you guys always!!! :)

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Is this a trick?

Hmm..I dunno whether to say I'm Lucky..or am I really that Unlucky..

Let's start from ytd..

In the afternoon..I actually receive a msg from Coffee Club out of the blue asking me if im still interested to join them..So I replied them saying that I've found another job..So I dunn think I'll be joining them..Then after that,I didnt really went to think much about it..Cox I thought anyway,tml(which is today) in the afternoon will be my Subway Orientation..

Who would have expected..I receive a msg from the Subway Manager in the morning saying that the Orientation in the afternoon will be cancelled and postpone to nxt fri..So I was like....

*Stone and stunned*...

During breakfast with my Mum just now,I could hardly speak out..So my Mum told me that some things are not in our control..They happen for a reason..And I truly agree with her..But just that I'm really disappointed..I really think that I was super unlucky at that moment of time..

Therefore,I wanted to try my luck and so, I msged baq the person from Coffee Club asking if I can still join them as Part time Waitress..And the person replied,"Of course.Just let me know ur availabilities and what time u can work."

I was like *Shocked*..In my mind,I thought that they might say "No" or even dunn even bother to reply me..But surprisingly, the reply from them was a positive one that really caught me in surprise..And I'm really happy..So that person say that I will most probably start work nxt week..cox they need a few days to process my application thingy..And they wanted me to promise that I can commit even aft sch reopen..So I agreed..Cox from the start,I've been looking for a Perm Part-time Job which I can work even after sch starts..

So rite now..I just hope that this time,it will be true and for real... ...

Self-Reflect.. ...

Life may not be easy or rather, hard now... ..But I'm sure by putting in some effort to make things better will be a better choice..Though it can be seriously tiring and tough to the extreme point sometimes....But ultimately, things will only changed to the better if u put in the effort to try to make a little difference in it..So....Start putting in effort to all the things you do with all ur strong perseverance and determination in changing things to the better! I'm sure when you open ur eyes the nxt morning, the sky will still be as blue and soothing as ytd..and the sunlight will still be as bright as usual and will be there to lead you the way ahead in a fresh new beginning.. Therefore,Never Never Give Up! :)

Nice gathering.. =)

Just reached home after meeting with furama frenz just now..Really glad to be able to meet up with all of them once again after so long of not seeing each other..hahaha..Overall..Its a really nice and fun day! =) But just feel kinda lost today..My mind just seems to be all over and cant stay focus..Dunno wat exactly was on my mind..Haiz...Too much things were running through my mind i guess..But nonetheless, hope will be able to meet up with them again soon.. =) Anw,msged the subway manager to ask about the details for this fri's orientation earlier on just now in the afternoon..He say must report to Delta House at 2pm and will ends at 5pm..Guess they'll talk about the training days and venue thingy..so shall see how it goes on fri.. Hmm..so thats about it for today..Shall turn in soon..Goodnight.. =)

Winky Winky! ;)

Haha..Today is kinda a good day..As I mentioned earlier on that I may be working at Coffee Club,I kinda have a strong feeling that I will not receive the call from them..So I didnt wanna wait till today for their call to confirm about the working time for tml as what they have promised me..So irritating la..

So I went straight to Tiong Bahru "Subway" this morning and just ask if there's any vaccancy..And that manager ask how long can I commit..So I told him I can work for the short break now and also every evening fri,sat and sun once school starts....Then he ask me to sit down..and so..we started talking in more detail..hahaha..Such a coincidence that he was an Ex-Queenswayans too..But he can be consider really very very senior liao..But anw,filled up my application form and he told me that I need my "Typhoid innoculation" ..So straight aft the interview,went to get my jab which cost $26..sad la..No $$ liao seriously..Hmm..then went baq and gave him all the necessary documents..And he say the "Orientation" which is like that training days will start on this Fri..So he will call me tml to confirm the details and the reporting time..haha..So relief and happy now.. =)

After which,went to walk ard at Tiong and coincidencely,I saw my Cousin in law..So we went to walk walk tgt..hahaha..

So yup..Basically the whole morning I was busy going to the same places times and times again..haha..And Yes! Will be meeting Furama Peeps on Wed! =) So happy la..Like super super long nvr see them le..hahaha.. =D Alright..Thats about it for today..

B.Y.E ! ;)

='(

Having a free time..With nothing to keep me occupied..May not be a good thing for me.. With all the sad songs I listened to every now and then.. It is when things just keep running wild in my mind despite me trying so hard not to think about it.. All the past....the present..and the future.... The feeling of sorrows... emptiness... and uncertainties.. Its just too much for me to take it sometimes.. All the faith and trust which I once had for others,are all shattered into million pieces that have long diffused into the air..Once its gone..Its really hard to find baq..

Its really hard....

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Just hope that I can go to work soon..So as to keep me occupied and refrain from thinking about the upseting things..At the same time,at least earn an extra income to make things better.........

* H.A.P.P.Y * :)

Today is a day filled with Joy and Satisfaction..

Firstly, 'Joy' is because I went to "Coffee Club" at Raffles City for an interview for Part-Time Waitress..Spent about half an hour there and the Manager said that most probably I will be able to work starting from this coming Tues at the Tiong Bahru new outlet which I requested for..But right now,everything is still unconfirm until the Manager at the Tiong outlet called me..So meanwhile,I've to be patient and just wait.. Secondly, 'Satisfaction' is because Sista Stanley and I finally went to K-Box today after my interview..Actually it was kinda last minute arrangement..Sista called me in the afternoon and ask if I wanna follow him to repair his phone..In coincidence,at that time I was already in the mid way of preparing to go for the interview..So I ask him if he wanna go K today..As I was afraid that if I were to start work,might not be free..So end up,he went to send his phone for repair and I went for the interview..and afterwhich,we meet each other straight..hahaha..Without saying,I truly had a great time singing with Sista today! =) haha..So that's about it for today..Goodnight! ;)

Common Test is Over! ;)

Halo! =)

hahaha..Finally,after the past one week of struggling to prepare for CT,it was the last paper today! ;p hehehe..Super Happy! So will have my short break starting from now for a period of 2 weeks..After which, will be Clinical Attachment! =) Well..Basically for the past one week,I was busy studying and preparing for my CT..So didnt come online often and therefore,didnt update my blog..But for these past one week,I came to realise that the bond in our class is getting stronger and closer..Everyone is like so "click" together..Like going for movie in our school library in a grp and basically just hanging ard with one another whenever we go..So like this feeling..hahaha.. =D Hmm..So I've intended to work during this 2 weeks of break and also meet up with Sista for K-Box 1 of this days! =) hahaha..And I was told by YiPei that 14th June there'll be a Class 512 gathering..Cant wait to see my fellow ex-classmates of 512! =)

Shall update soon! cya! ;)