*My Cries..*My Laughter..*My Sorrows..*My Bitter..

*+[ A wound that ultimately, left a scar behind .. ..]+*

Wednesday, 31 October 2007

*~3 more papers to go.. =)

today was the Chinese Paper 1 & 2..think should be ok ba..not that confident though..cox dunn dare to think and hope for too far and high..scare will be like august that time like that,cry after knowing my result..sad and regret..as for the rest of the papers,i guess its relatively alright except for English Paper 2..i seriously dunn understand wat the passage is talking about and the question as to how to answer it..so i can only say i really did my best le..haha..now im down with 3 more papers(Biology,Social Studies and Science(Chem/Bio) MCQ)..aft which..Secondary school life will be officially over..which is really sad la..no matter wat also spend 5yrs in Queensway Secondary School..so still have some feelings for the school..hopefully by next yr when i go baq and receive my results,i'll cry for joy and leave the school happily ba.. =) Continue to study and strive hard for the few upcoming papers..suffer now and enjoy later rather than enjoy now and suffer later..All the best for all of ur revision and Good Luck! =) *I Miss My Nephew And Niece Badly! ;p

Saturday, 27 October 2007

enjoyable day! =)

today at abt 12 in the afternoon,went to my ah ma's hse to pray for her 4th year anniversary death..when i reached there,saw my little nephew!!! =) i was extremely happy and excited to see him..hehe..so as usual..played with him for quite some time..den not long aft my 2 brother,mummy and cousins came..then the place became so lively and my nephew really makes everyone of us laugh with all his cute and adorable actions..he really helps to create the joyful atmosphere over there..can really make one destress by laughing.. =) then aft quite some time he went home..so left me,my cousin and aunts over there..was talking and flipping through the old photos which includes our baby photos..was laughing at some of the photos cox its really funny and cute..looking at it,it came to me that we've already grown up till wat all of us are now..time really flies..haha..then went home not long after..rest at home for awhile and watch the 4.30 show at channel 8(Fu Mun Lou)..very nice..i like to watch alot.. =) haha..then aft watching,went baq to ah ma's place again and my nephew has already reached there..so still,played and laugh non stop..hehe..and rite now im baq at home again at 10.30pm.. =) really had a fun and enjoyable day..but kinda tiring after one whole day of playing with him..but my little nephew doesnt seems to be tired aft playing one whole day..haha..hmm..kkz la..shall stop here ba..zZzZzz... .. .

Friday, 26 October 2007

~*My day..

1 day after the other..have already taken my 'O' level Chemistry and Geography paper le..though was quite disappoint of my Chemistry paper..cox it was the first paper for O level..so was kinda tensed and stressful that day..i wont say i screwed up,but just did not perform that well as i could..as for Geography paper,it was relatively okay..cox i've managed to answer all the questions quite smoothly..but but But..not sure of whether the answers i wrote is rite though..hehe..but i think should be can de ba.. =) time really flies..i guess aft the paper on this coming Mon(29/10/2007),which is the English Paper 1 and 2 and Maths Paper 1,this major exam will then come to an end in no time..hmm..really hope i can score and meet the cut off point which i've set for myself..and my aim is to get 13points for L1R4,which is such a coincidence,my index number in class..sometimes i really do wonder why so many people just dunn like the number 13..but i guess 13 is quite a okay and good number for me..hopefully it'll bring me luck and i'll be able to score the cut off point of 13.. =) actually rite now im kind of lethargic and sleepy..cox have been doing my art (4 design ideas and 4 colour combination) since morning abt 9am plus till just now abt 10pm plus(have intervals in between) and finally i'm all prepared for my art and can concentrate on the other following exam's subjects.. =) hmm..now have some personal problems which i must try not to be too distracted by it since my 'O' Level is still on...really hope things will change for a better for my family..cox it really hurts me to see my parents especially mummy to be caught in such a difficult situation and worrying about it day and night... ... ='( anw..think shall stop here le ba..shall blog again the next time..

Sunday, 21 October 2007

have not been using com for the past 5days..was busy studying and at the same time resting..hehe..anw...last thurs was my GCE 'O' Level practical..wah..was shaking like dunno wat sia..so scared and nervous la..then the bio was like jia lat..study food test but end up came out abt flower and plants..then chem got so many heating la..some more is heat "Strongly"..wah..my hand was like shaking la..cox got phobia as last time got one time when i was heating,then the acid spurt out and went to my eye..was really damn scared that time..then since then got heating for chem practical for other normal lesson,i will sometimes skip or just like agar agar heat..then ms lim say must dare dare wan..cannot be scared..but i really very scared wat..haha..anw..since my practical for O level has ended,got to mug hard for other subjects.. =) but was really surprised and happy to receive 1 phone call at night on the day of my practical.. =) really miss those times chatting on the phone everyday like we used to in the past..hehe.. =p "Get Well Soon!!!" =) =) =) haiz..really miss my nephew and niece alot..but due to my packed schedule for studying,think the next time i can go play with them is aft my O Level le..but nevertheless,they will still be in my mind day and night.. =) hmm..kkz la..think will stop here ba..so tired now..ZzZZzz zZZzzz...... hmm..if only we could chat on the phone soon again.. .. haiz.. ..but i know....u'll nvr know.. .. .

Monday, 15 October 2007

=)

hehe..today's mr "siew mai's " birthday.. =p actually wanted to wish him exactly at 12am last night,but was too engrossed in drawing my art and forget abt the time..so didnt message him exactly at 12am..but instead at 12.34am..haha..then was like kinda happy to receive his message(reply).. hehe..anw..hope he'll have fun and enjoy himself today! =) such a coincidence that tml(16/10) is my little nephew and my cousin's birthday!! =) but not really sure if im able to go visit my nephew cox i heard that his granny say that this yr cannot celebrate his birthday..cox they went to see fortune teller or something then they say its not good for my nephew..so dunno yet if i'll be able to visit him..but anw..hope he'll still be as cheerful like everyday!!haha..but my wish to him is to stay healthy always and be an obedient boy! =) hao hao(jun hao-nephew)..Gu Gu(me-auntie) will always love you! ;p 3days more to GCE 'O' Level..jia you jia you! =)

Friday, 5 October 2007

**I love you,512! =)

today aft sch before everyone of them left,i hugged each and everyone of them sia..including the guys..is like 1st time hugging my class guys..really sad sia..Richmond brought his autograph book and ask us to write..so i wrote some encouraging and blessing words to him..he even allowed me,wan xin and vicky to hug him before he left sia..was really shocked..haha..but still,kinda sad la..haiz..when everyone left the class(left me,wan xin and vicky),the class was like so empty la..then i kept looking at the empty tables and chairs..thinking baq when every seat were occupied and my classmates were like playing around,i felt even more sad..this time,i know that its true,its the last day and everyone in fact as left.. ... before me,wan xin and vicky left the classroom and touch the tables,doors and walls for the very last time,vicky took some pictures of the empty classroom with the lights dim(suggested by wan xin) to create the sad sad ambience..wah..was really sad la..then when wan xin close the door and lock it in slow motion,we 3 were like dunn bear to leave the classroom la..keep looking baq into the class through the windows..but like wat wan xin(willy wala) says,"life still has to go on..although its sad to leave,but its life..we have to.." anw..every sweet,sad and happy memories shared among 512 will always be remembered by me! take care everyone! =)

*Last Day In Class 512.. .. ='(

today's the day..the day that everyone who looks forward yet cant bear to leave each other..it's our last day together as a class in school..sitting unitely and talking jokes in between lesson time which can really make one laugh and break out to tears..haiz..thinking abt the scenario that we used to spent so much of fun and enjoyment times(playing,doing funny dances) in class,seriously makes me heartache..no matter wat,we've been together as a class for 3 or some even 5 consecutive years,since our new chapter began in Queensway Secondary School in the year of 2003..although we cant wait for our GCE 'O' Level to finish,but we have all so much wanted being and remain as a class,always the most united,co-operative and the most bonding class among the Secondary 5 Classes..this are the reasons why i enjoyed and honoured that im with you,512..showing care and concern towards one another has always been our motto..throughout these 3years,we've grown and learned to be more sensible,marture and know when to give and take..i dunn deny that sometimes conflict do arise,but ultimately,we still end the day with a laughter,becox we've learned to forgive instead of frowning and showing dislike to one another..Our Class 512's enrolment is 32..not too big of a class or too small..just nice,i guess.. =) My fellow Classmates in 512,i will not forget each and everyone of you..cox each and everyone of you have a very special characteristic of your own which i'll never ever forget throughout my life..Like wat i say,"Once A 512,Always A 512!" I'll seriously miss each and everyone of you badly...especially the moments when we spent in class joking and fooling around..I'll never forget such a cosy and warmth class which is like my second home that gave me so much great memories we've shared together.. ..Don't forget to Keep In Touch!!! Work And Study Hard,Class memebers of 512..Create a Miracle next year when we get back our GCE 'O' Level result slip and have a 100% of 512 promoting successfully to Polytechnic..You All Can Do It! All The Best! =) *512 All The Way!!! Woosh!*

Thursday, 4 October 2007

i miss... ..

haha..had a really sweet dream last night..i think is becox aft so long didnt contact him,then finally get the chance to chat with him online ytd then was like really happy la..haha..knowing that he is alright and fine i also happy le.. =) then dreamt of a very sweet dream last night of him..hehehe..then today when i saw sista stan eat siew mai,i think of him even more and told sista the story behind why i like to eat siew mai..hehehe! =p now and then still will think abt him la..but....haiz...nvm..hahhaa..im a macho girl..strong and fit! =) haha..miss my little nephew and niece..guess this whole months might not have the chance to play with them le..left only this 2weeks to actual O level..must really be serious le..jia you guys! i miss him badly..so sad couldnt meet up with him today..but see u in my dreams is enough.. =)