*My Cries..*My Laughter..*My Sorrows..*My Bitter..

*+[ A wound that ultimately, left a scar behind .. ..]+*

Tuesday, 29 April 2008

One thing is done.. =)

Finally,the group project worksheets are done..Feel so much relief aft getting it done..Meet with my grp people at Jurong Point KFC and we started working and brainstorming for ideas since 10am..and we finally get it done at 4.16pm.. =) So happy! At least aft today,we wont have to get worried over not being able to finish it by fri..hehehe.. =P But anw,we had a great time today during the grp discussion..haha..
Hmm..as usual,aft aerobics class,my body muscles are aching all over..haha..Hopefully,after attending a few more times of class,my body will get used to it and will not ache that badly anymore..hahaha.. =D

Monday, 28 April 2008

My Favourite Monday! ;)

Alrighty! Baq from Bodyworkz class..Just love it despite the tiring and strenuous work out..hahaha.. =D
And I managed to purchase all the necessary stuffs for HSN..So at least, there are somethings that are done,rather than letting them floating around and getting things half done..
And ya!
Must Thank my senior,LiLing for the uniform which helps me to save alot by giving me great discount..haha..
Thank you so much, Liling! ;)
Hmm..will be going to one of my grp member's house tml for Group Project Discussion..meeting them at 9am at Boon Lay mrt..So guess I'll have a quick breakfast with my mum before meeting them.. =) got to go rest now..shall update soon.. =)

Sunday, 27 April 2008

Tml..

Managed to finish up the draft of the journal with all the 3points done today..Shall write out on the actual paper again once I've confirm all the 3points..Cox there's still one more lecture class this week..So there might be chances of learning a even better topic which I can write down too..But anyway,just happy that I managed to secure the 3points for the time being.. =)
Oh ya!
Tml they'll start to sell the HSN Uniform and Shoes already..Have to purchase it fast before there's no more sizes..and all in all..it's going to cost a Bomb man...
Adding up,have to pay my Bodyworkz(Aerobics) class fees tml..every 12 lesson $20..and the Aerobics T-shirt cost an additional of $10..so got to pay $30 for Aerobics..
and adding up my HSN stuffs..Really need to spend a lot la..
But luckily,Liling has extra set of uniform that she will be giving it to me if it fits me..So hopefully it'll fits me and will be able to help me by saving one set of uniform money.. =)
hehe..Thanks alot,Liling! ;)

Saturday, 26 April 2008

Had Fun today! ;)

Baq from Sentosa.. =)
Its really nice having such gathering,being able to hang out with my GLs as well as other grps GLs..haha..though I guess half of the day over there,I was sitting on the beach looking and enjoying them playing the beach volley and in the sea..
*But still,I had a nice chat with my seniors.. =) haha..
they're really nice people! =)
Hmm..in fact,Im really glad to have gone to the beach today despite being the odd one out sitting there the whole day..haha..cox i just enjoy sitting down and feel the beautiful nature of the beach..the wind..the sea..everything! hahaha..I can just sit there the whole day and I just wont feel bored at all..Rather,I'll feel much more comfortable and the load in my mind just lightens so much..haha..
kkz..Hope by tml will be able to finish my CNP journal which will be due in week 4..dunn wanna leave everything to the last minute and do it in one shot..But now, I wont set too high expectations for all the assignments like wat I used to do when I was in Secondary..But just Hope at least I can fare well..It'll be more than enough.. =)

Friday, 25 April 2008

Im Starting To Feel The Stress...

2nd week of sch has ended..Fast isn't it? Well..This also means that more and more assignments and project works are piling up one after the other..Kinda worried that I wont be able to handle it well..So many stuffs to do which all due around the same time..I guess I really need to learn to be faster and more independent..I have to,anyway..Must really get myself more focus and discipline starting from now.. =)
Going for the FOC(HSN Camp) gathering to Sentosa tml! Cant wait to meet up with them all! especially my GLs(LiLing and Nurul)! =) Bet we'll have lots and lots of fun! ;)
Waiting for Monday...Cox there'll be Bodyworks(Aerobics) Class! Can help me to relax and put aside the stress work that are starting to accumulates..haha..Happie! =)
I dunno why..But in my heart,im feeling super worried and cant seem to be at ease..Yet,there are still so much of Smiley faces on this post and writing this as if Im really happy..haha..Weird Weird..

Wednesday, 23 April 2008

Short and sweet.. =)

Well..nothing much about today..Can say that time are just passing faster den I expected each day..But today Im a bit lethargic than usual..Guess its due to after the Kick Box session,my whole body started aching everywhere..feels so restless..haha..But still, I enjoy Aerobics lots! ;) Alright..short and simple..shall put a stop here.. =)

Monday, 21 April 2008

First attempts! =)

First Aerobics class today..We did Kick Boxing..And all I can say is that I truly had fun and enjoy the class to the fullest! =) though my legs are like progressively turning numb and wobbly right now..hehe..Cox its really tiring and it really stresses alot on our leg muscles..But still,managed to complete the whole class..So Im extremely gratified about it! =) Now I'll be looking forward for every Monday man..Cox I just simply love Aerobics! =)
And also....
First NSL worksheet quiz with 8MCQ weighing 3% of our exam marks..Lucky thing was that I did studied the whole of ytd..and I got 7/8 for this test..happy! =)
Im starting to enjoy school! =)

Sunday, 20 April 2008

Cant wait for tml! ;)

Received a msg from the Aerobics senior that my schedule for aerobics class will be on
Monday(which is tml),6.30pm-7.30pm..haha..Super Excited man..luckily on tues I've no sch..haha..then can rest a little longer! hehehe.. =P
Alright..got to continue revising on my Nursing Skills Laboratory(NSL) as there might be a worksheet quiz on any days of this week on that lesson itself..So it happens that there is this lesson tml,so gotta read up on it just in case the paper pops out in front of me..hahaha..
B-y-e! ;)

Saturday, 19 April 2008

Still Adapting with sch life..

One week of sch have just passed..everything seems to be moving in a fast pace..So far I will say everything is doing quite fine..
But Im just getting a bit worried and scared of the Group project thingy..
Cox i just dunn feel right in the grp im in now..But just hope that it'll all turn out well.. =)
Hmm..went for the Orientation programme for my CCA, Body workz(Aerobics) in the morning just now..Managed to see how they work out and stuff which I really like..just that i didnt join in as i wasnt properly attired..hehe..was wearing slippers..Cox i was not told about the attire and stuff..thought its just a briefing or something like that..haha..So, stood behind with the other fews who wore slippers too and just observe them..So fun sia.. =)
hmm..as we're only required to attend once a week on either
Wed(6.30pm-7.30pm) or Fri(6pm-7pm)..
I've chosen the Wed slot as my lesson ends at 4pm..whereas on fri,my class ends at 6pm exactly..So as to prevent any clashes of time and rushing here and there,Wed will be a much preferrable choice.. =)
Cant wait for the first Body works class! ;)

Tuesday, 15 April 2008

Puchasing of books,Done! =)

Met Vicky today at 9am at the bus stop near his house..and so...we headed off to the sch not for lessons,but just to get our Textbooks,lecture notes and Ez-link card..Bought those which are more useful and will be needed more for lessons..all thanks to my HSN camp GL,Li Ling and Arun,another GL who Vicky knows, guide us by giving us advice on which to buy..
Thank you so much! =)
finally,all the books are settled..so happy! =) though it weighs super heavy and all the sharp edges of the books and lecture notes with the plastic bag almost torn,started poking and scratching my legs..have a few lines though..but at least i know all the purchasing of books are done! =)
After which,went to meet chong huan for lunch tgt with vicky..so chong huan brought us to canteen 1 and eat the jap food..while vicky ate the lemon chicken rice from the other stall which is equally nice too! =) cox i've ate the teriyaki chicken rice from the same stall ytd and i just love it! Yummy!! ;p anw..
Thanks for accompanying us,Chong Huan! =)
hehehe..yup yup..so thats about it..went home aft that..hmm..kkz..shall go prepare for tml's lessons.
.May everyone have a good day ahead tml! =)

Monday, 14 April 2008

First day in sch..Great! =)

Alrighty! today's the start of a fresh new year in poly..First day in sch and I find that everything was quite ok and going very smoothly and fast..kinda enjoy it.. =) Get to know a few frenz too..But as usual,Vicky and I were like tgt the whole day..hahaha! =D we'll just follow each other no matter where we're going..hahaha! so nice and fun! =) No sch tml..but will be going baq to sch with Vicky to buy our lecture notes and stuffs..hahaha.. And ya! I've signed up for Aerobic as my CCA today! hahaha!! xD so happy! =) At first couldn't find the booth for Aerobics after rounds and rounds of our first trip..so had to leave for the nxt class..but when class ends,Vicky accompanied me to go and look for it..and finally..Yes! Got it! =) Hope Wednesday will be a even better day! =)

Saturday, 12 April 2008

The Toddlers Class I Love The Most! :) :) :)

This is the Toddlers Class which I Love Alot! =) Was worried that I might not be able to take photos with them as I was in K1 class..But All Thanks to Teacher Laura that my worries are Gone! =) Thanks for helping me to take their photos,Laura! =) Now I can see them as and when when I miss them! :) :) :)
~1st Favourite!
*Marcus!*
He's a smart and well-behaved boy..
My favourite boy which I adore and love the most!!! =)
He loves the song "Ba Ba Black Sheep" alot..and always wants me to sing it..hahaha! xD
Everytime when he lies down on the floor and I'll say,"Marcus,u sleeping ar?"
Then he'll look up in my eyes and give me a bright smile with eyes forming a line! So cute!!! :)
He simply brightens up my day!!! ;)
~2nd Favourite!
*Nichole!*
A smart and sensible girl..
She is the first among 11 of the toddlers that knows my name and always call me
"Teacher Sharon" with the age she is at which is only 2!
Which many of the other toddlers still couldnt speak out..
Listening to her sweet and cute voice calling me,just melts my heart! =)
Isn't she Adorable which makes u feel like bringing baq home?
Well, I do! hehehe..
*Im so Happie! :)
At least I managed to catch her in action!
~*Love her lots! ;)

*Ezekiel!* A very cute but yet,sorry to say, naughty boy! hahaha! xD But still,I likes him too! =D

Say "Bye Bye" to him and you'll keep wanting to say it tons and tons again just to hear him reply "Bye" with his unique way of saying it tgt with his sweet voice and accent..hahaha.. =D Its simply adorable! ;p

*Muhammed!*
Our "Abang" here is also kinda naughty and is very active.. =D
Still,the cute looks of him just tempts you to Sayang him even more! hahaha.. xD
And so, as always, I did! hehehe..
He loves to play "Biang Biang" game with the guy above(Ezekiel) and Zao Jie(last photo) a lot..U can always see them in action carrying their lego toys or even books as their rifles..
hahaha! xD
Creative huh? hehehe.. =p
*Wei Xuan!*
A very sweet,quiet and reserve girl who does not speak out.. She hardly talks and the only time u can hear her,is when she's crying..
Hopefully,she'll progressively learns to speak out just a bit.. =)
Though she might be quiet,but still,when u play with her, her sweet smile nvr fails to make u smile baq to her.. =)
She's just so sweet! ;)
The boy in white is *Zao Jie!*
Yup..Thats him! One of the Kaki to play the "Biang Biang" game who always seems to be the leader..hahaha! =D
He looks very cute and good..But in actual fact,hahaha..Sorry..No..
He can be quite violet sometimes..Well..I've tasted his punch on the face and kick on my back..Which really hurts can..They might be small in size,but I tell u,their strength is really big man..Teacher Laura should know how I feel cox she's also one of the victim..hahaha! xD
But no matter wat, still likes him when he always smile and laugh..
And he's favourite phrase:"Daddy...Mummy..Baby...Ah Ma.."
hahahaha! sounds so cute la! ;p
After seeing this post,I guess now u guys should know why I love them so much! =)
Especially Marcus and Nichole! My Favourite Always!!! ;)
Sorry that I dunn have some of the other toddlers photos..Couldnt take pics of them in time..But well, the aboves are the few which I would really like to mention.. =)
hahahaha..Will miss them lots and those times when I used to sing to them,feed them,pat them to sleep, help them wash backside when they pass motion and change their diapers..hahaha..
I seriously learned alot after working at the Childcare.. Hope I'll be able to drop by there soon again to visit them!
Love them lots!!! :) :) :)

A day that will nvr be erased.. :)

Officially ended work at Childcare Ytd..It was really hard and unbearable to leave all the cute and naive kids..When I told the K1 kids which I was in charged of ytd that it will be my last day working here and will not be coming anymore,they were like..
"Why? I want you to come leh..I like you.."
At that point of time..I went speechless..but just hugged as many of them as I could..
Cox Im someone who dunn really know how to use words to express my feelings out..so I can only hug them to show how much they means to me and my love for them..
Though some of them may be hard to dealt with sometimes,but still,it was also them who taught me alot of things..So to all the kids of the 5 classes from toddlers to K2,it was really nice teaching and taking care of each and everyone of u at the centre for the past 3months..
Teacher Sharon will always remember u all! :) :) :)
As hard as I tried to hid all my emotions of sadness,I stepped out of the Childcare to my nxt destination..That is Queensway Secondary School..hahaha..the feeling of going baq and being able to chat with the teachers are great man..haha..and being able to see so many of my formal classmates and frenz,its even better! =) Saw Richmond man..Chatted so much with him..and as usual..He's getting even taller now..talking to him just accumulates the pressure to my neck..not i short ok..is he too tall..hehehehe.. =P But still,had a great chat with him.. =)
After witnessing Sista and Ming Ming collect the awards,all of us went to Tiong Bahru KFC and have our late dinner..Sista Stan,Sista Kenny,Wan Xin,Ming Ming,Rups,Huey Ting and Me.. =) hahaha..After having the "Finger licking good"(KFC) food,had a long and great chat session near the end of Tiong where the stairs is till 12plus in the midnight..Really Enjoyed Myself Lots Ytd.. A day I'll always remember! =)
Hope to meet up with u guys soon! ;)

Thursday, 10 April 2008

*I'll miss the time working at the Childcare! ='(

Hmm..Tml will be my last day working at the Childcare Centre..Time seriously past in a blink of seconds..I've actually been with the kids for about more than 2.5 months already..Cant imagine how tml will be like..I mean I will seriously miss the kids over there lots and the time spent tgt with them and the teachers..and all the ups and downs I've been through from the stratch till now..The kids are just like my younger siblings whereas some of the teachers are really like a mother or good auntie to me..Can really say im really trained to be a childcare teacher already..just that dunn have the proper ECH Ceritificate..
But i guess just the experience will be enough..hahaha.. =D
Ytd bought 2 packets of sweets which I intended to give to the toddlers..But ultimately,it all ended up with the K1 kids..hahaha..so bought 6packets of "Yupi" soft soft sweets for the Toddlers..Must take Picture with Marcus and Nichole tml man..Hope they'll come! =)
Though im not taking charge of Toddlers Class tml, but still, I'll drop by there no matter wat! hehe.. ;p
I'll seriously miss those times singing tgt with the kids..patting them to sleep..feeding them..cleaning up the children and all..every moment spent tgt with them will always be remembered..Cox each and everyone of them really brought smiles and laughter to me with all their amusing but yet such cute and naive actions...Misss.....
*Hope I can get hold of myself tml..* ='(

Wednesday, 9 April 2008

Hoping for a better tml.. =)

well..went to help out at the K1 today..will be going to work tml to help out the playgroup..then Friday,m y last day,at K1 again..Miss my Toddlers Class sia.....
Ok..today is super funny and pai seh la..Time was 10.40am and it was still early for me to go into the childcare..as i only start work at 11am..so bought 2 mini muffins earlier on from the market's bakery shop..sat at the chess table under the void deck and started munching..suddenly..I heard familiar voices of teachers and kids becoming louder and louder coming towards my direction..So i thought,wah..they can really raise their voice till so loud sia..guess the kids must be really over-ly hyper today.. =D
Little did I expect, all of them actually were walking towards where i was sitting at as they were having a Fire Drill Practice and have to assemble at the spot where i was sitting..when they saw me, i was looking so sotong and stunned..I was staring at them blankly and lost of words sia..I wasn't prepared at all..and they were like..looking at me with ??? on their heads..hahaha.. xD so malu la..But really,i got shocked and scared at first..Cox i seriously didnt expect them to come out man..At that point of time,it was too sudden..and i looked super weird and blur while i was munching away and staring at them at the same time..hahaha..
Im so afraid to go to Playgroup tml..Cox this class can really create a havoc man..hahaha..Pray hard that everything will turn out well tml.. =)
~E.N.D~

Tuesday, 8 April 2008

Smiles! ;)

haha..Really surprised and glad that im in the same class with Vicky once again!!! xD
all our Lectures,Practical and Tutorial class are exactly the same man! yeah!!! hahaha~! =D
happie, Happie; hApPiE!!! =)
anw..went baq to work ytd..so will be working tml and fri again from 11am-5.30pm.. =) So fast sia..Fri will be my last day working there..Gonna miss my marcus and nichole from toddlers class LOTS!!!! ='( Hope on Friday the both of them will come..So that I can take pictures tgt with them and leave it as *Ji Nian*..They are really adorable and nice kids to dote on and have u know....hahahaha! =D Hmm..as for Fri,straight after work,will be rushing baq to Queensway Secondary School for the Speech Day thingy..Going there to cheer for Sista Stan and Ming Ming for being awarded the GCE O Level Distinction Club and Top scorer for Science(Chem/Bio) respectively..So happie for them! Wooo~!!! =D and sista wanna go K-Box after that..haha..Dunno if I'll be joining them not..So many things to consider..But if I dunn join them this time,we might not have the chance to meet up again soon,as all of us will be busy with our sch and stuffs by then..Sianz.. But i try la,kkz sista? hehehe.. =P
~E.N.D~

Monday, 7 April 2008

*Updates!! ;)

Alrighty! Finally I have the feeling and the energy to do the updates that have been left mingling around for the past few days..hehe..
~2nd April 2008...
hehe..yup yup..I've turned 18 on this day..Time really flies..Hmm..so met up with Vann,Vann's gf,Vicky,Ming Ming,Zhuang Wei,Luanne and Xin Yi(Tum Tum) at Tiong Bahru,Griller, to have our lunch..Was really really happy on that day..I've finally met up with all of them aft so long..especially Vann Vann..haha..But still,wanna say a Big Thank You to all of you for making yourselves present on that day..I will nvr forget this day..especially when the cake arrived on such a special way that really gave me a shocked yet touched moments..hahaha..almost cried out..haha..And not forgetting,Took individual photos with all of them..shall post up soon..After which,went to Cine for Kbox..Really had a great time..Thanks for the treat,Vann! =)
And to all,Thanks for the presents and coming to celebrate with me! ;)
~3rd - 5th april 2008...
And yes..have to wake up as early as 6am the nxt morning for my Course's (Health Science-Nursing) Camp..haha..but seriously..This camp is far way different from the normal Secondary school camp..Its even more Fun and crazy man..hahaha..Really learn alot aft attending this camp and get to know more people..haha..Truly enjoyed all the games and activities being organised for us..
Really a Fun and Memorable Camp indeed! =)
haha..yup..so thats about it..Enjoyed myself lots throughout these 4days..hehehe.. =p
Cant wait for sch to start! ;)

Saturday, 5 April 2008

Back from HSN Camp.. =)

haha..baq from the Nursing Camp today..Overall a very Fun and Memorable Camp! Enjoy each activities to the fullest..Shall blog again soon in more details..and also not forgetting how i spend my 18th Birthday.. =)haha..cya!

Tuesday, 1 April 2008

***You moved me to tears,Daddy..

Haha..met Vicky just now under my block at 10am..then went to the badminton court behind IKEA there and play..then aft playing for quite some time,went to have our lunch at ABC market..After which,we continued our game..but this time round,we've found a new spot around my block here,which me myself didnt know that this place exist man..hahaha! Its very wulu and quiet la..Its like a big sheltered place and behind it,is a badminton court..haha..so cool man..that explains why for the past few months,there have been people doing construction over there..So guess its the final outcome of it..haha..
***ok...Right now I'm feeling really touched..my dad just came in 2 mins ago and gave me a small gift as my birthday present..though it may not be an expensive one, but knowing all the difficulties we're facing which nvr seems to be ending,he still have the heart to buy me something which really moved me to tears..when he left the room,I just couldn't help it but cried..2 days baq,he did told me that he feel very sorry that he cant give me anything this year..as he used to give me a small sum of red packet money as my birthday gift for the past years..but i told him its ok and not to worry..Cox i know that he's not having a good and easy time either and is facing a lot of difficulties,so i told him not to feel bad or anything..Just save up the money and slowly use..So was kinda surprised when he passed the gift to me..
***It may be small,It may be simple and cheap,but to me,It means a lot to me and will be the best and most precious gift I've ever received..Cox I can feel his heart and thoughts which i think,its so real and its there..u can really feel it..To me,its not the expensive gift or a very good gift that counts,but rather,a genuine heart filled with true feelings and thoughts is all that it matters to me..
***Thank You,Daddy! =' )
Big hugs to you! =)