*Happy New Year! :)

haha..this time im again celebrating at home,awaiting for the start of a New Year..wah..seriously sia,time really flies..super scary..everything in the past 17yrs seems like it was just ytd..haha..super fast..Hopefully year 2008 will be a good and promising year for everyone.. =) Cheers! :)

***Happy New Year everyone! :) ***

***Haha..Can't wait for Wednesday to come..i miss the children in Childcare! :) ***

Hmm..there is actually a Class BBQ this Friday at Sentosa..But ytd Yipei and Vicky called to said that the BBQ changed to Saturday..Then i a bit sian liao..Cox i'll not be able to enjoy my whole day at Sentosa with Yipei they all,cox they like wanna go sun-tanning in the morning leh..But adding on,I have to collect my Merit Bursary at 4.15pm at Queenstown CC..den 3pm must go there register liao sia..then i think by the time i reached home get ready everything already 6pm liao..i still need to go take public transport and take the dunno wat train inside sentosa..people who knows me knows that i've no sense of directions at all..plus I seldom go to Sentosa de..at most 1yr once or twice..the funniest part is that i dunn even know there is BBQ pit over at Sentosa sia..hahaha! xD How sia???

Sianz,i think by the time I reached everybody finished eating liao le..haha..nvm la..will try to rush over there as soon as possible.. =) Can't wait to see my Classmates again.. =)

Sad! I have a Swollen Left Eye now..looks as if I kana Punch like that sia..very pain la...like blue black those kind of pain sia..it "Ouches" when I touches it.. =(

Now i'm getting scared and nervous of my GCE "O" Level Result le..Result will be out on the 3rd week of January 2008..super fast from now..and I've received the NP booklet thingy and saw the Cut Off Point for Early Childhood Course..Its 15 points..Really hope I can get into this course..

***Praying Hard!***

Feeling low and helpless... ...

haiz..super sianz..wanna go out but dunno where to go sia...super frustrating..im seriously tired sia...i feel like going to the beach now and scream till my lungs come out sia...

ahhhhh!!!!! ='(

*+[A wound that will nvr fade away....]+*

well..yesterday and today's work were smooth and nice..Had a really great and enjoyable time with the children over there.. :) so far aft these few days of working,i've went to the different classes ranges from toddlers,nursery,K1,K2 and K3..all these different classes i've already helped out for the past few days..haha..On top of that,the most happiest thing is that i'll be going baq there again on nxt week Wed..and after which,the person in charge will let me know when i'll be needed to go baq again..Can't Wait! =)

hmm..dunno why nowadays like getting very emotional like last time..

always start to cry in the middle of the night while sleeping..but dunno exactly wat was troubling me..perhaps its all the unhappy things i've been keeping to myself for the past years which i've always, rather remain unrevealed to anyone... ...

*sometimes i'll wake up crying at night and sometimes i'll scream out your name in my heart..

Tiring yet Fun Day.. =)

haha..had a really tiring day today..today was my first actual day working at the childcare..and i was sent to a different class from the first time try out the previous time..and this time,this kids are smaller in age and are extra super active than the previous class..hahaha! =D

but during the process of taking care of them,though it is tough and tiring,but i still could take it and didnt yawn..but the moment i left the place at 6.10pm,i started yawning while i was waiting for the bus..think too tired liao.. =D but still,i had a great time with them.. =)

haha..in addition,i found out that children are afraid that they can't go home..hahaha! cox when some or maybe even most of them misbehave,the moment the teachers say that they dunn have to go home today,they will seriously listened to u,give the goldfish lips mumbling "i want to go home..." and get settled down..But within 5mins,they're pattern will come baq again then again,misbehave..the most scariest thing that happened today was that they went to take out the scissors and play sia...wah..i was scared and nervous like dunno wat sia..quickly chased aft those i could easily reached,while using a firm tone asking them to give me the scissors..luckily they all got listened sia..if not i can't imagine wat will happen the nxt moment..

cutting each others hair for a new hair style???

well,tml will be another challenging day for me..shall stop here ba..take care! =)

*tired*

***listen to my blog song..its sad and nice! i like! =) ***

:)

haha..will be going to Childcare Centre tml..cant wait.. =) kkz..im tired le..got to wake up early tml..so a short post for today will do ba.. xD

Goodie Nightie! ;p

*Merry Christmas! :)

its 23:16pm now..and im spending my X'mas eve at home this yr..i mean my way of celebrating it was just watching tv with my mum..and rite now she's fast asleep..haha..actually wanted to go meet either Ian and frenz or Cindy they all de..but end up told the both of them i not joining them..haha..now i just feel like going to the beach like last yr early in the morning 5am on X'mas day,went to East Coast Park with sista stan,rups and frenz..haha..it was hilarious..cox by rite we were waiting for the arrival and hoping to see the Sunrise,but end up,it rains and we all ran to the Mac and have our SUPER early Breakfast..haha..actually also not that early la..by the time we waited for the sunrise,its alraedy 7am le..but too bad,couldn't get to see.. =(

haha..feel like going out now..but where to?hahaha.. =D this yr Yipei and Vicky they all cannot come out,cox Yp is celebrating with her family and Vicky have to be home by 12am for praying purposes,and me?i wanna thon outside..hahaha! xD wanted to call vann vann de..but didnt..cox i know she will be celebrating with her love one..so i dunn wanna disturb her too..haha..

OH YA! today i went to my Nephew's place! =) hahaha..had a really enjoyable time throughout the afternoon playing with him..the minute he saw me,he quickly ran towards and calling me,with a red broom stick towards me..haha..cute rite?i think before that he was playing with the broom using as a martial arts weapon??? xD den at abt 3plus or 4pm,i left his hse to meet my mum after patting him to sleep..the way he sleeps is so cute! :) :)

well..time really flies sia..its gonna be the end of this yr and a new yr is starting ahead in no time..dunno how things will be like for nxt yr..especially where and which course i'll be landed in?really hope it'll be early childhood in NP..haha..

kkz la..shall stop here..but before i go off,just hope that u guys are enjoying ur X'mas celebration,be it with ur family or frenz..and most importantly,wish u guys have a fruitful yr ahead and a merry MeRrY MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ;)

*HAHA! XD

~*hehe..thats me and vicky with Mrs Kumar's kids! so cute rite?? BUT! dunn worry..We are not wat you guys are thinking.. ;)

haha..this is the photo which i've always wanted to upload to friendster for SOoO LONG..but sad..file too big..haha..this was taken quite some time baq at Mrs Kumar's hse.. xD and tell u something..aft so long of blogging..today i then know how to upload photos...hehehe.. =P dunn laugh ok...at least i learn to explore more things during my extra free time..hahaha! xD really too free liao sia..hehe! ;p

:) :) :)

ahh!!! the NTUC childcare just called me to go work on nxt week wed,thurs and fri..from 8.30am-6pm.. :) so shocked to receive their phone call sia..but happy that i can go baq and play with the kids over there!! :) :) :)

as for NTUC cashier they've yet to call me..so if they really did call,den i'll tell them start from january ba..if not maybe will go baq furama work those kinda morning to late afternoon de..dunn dare to serve dinner le..hehe.. =p depends ba..

SO CUTE!!! :) :) :)

haha..heard my profile song le ma???hehehe.. =p cute and nice rite???hahaha! xD

really like alot of the songs sang by the Chipmunks..

but couldn't upload all at one shot..Go listen yea? apart from "Bad Day"(my blog song) and "Only You"(as my friendster profile song),some other songs like "Christmas Don't Be Late","Witch Doctor"

and many many other songs are seriously nice and CUTE too!! =)

***So do go listen to it!!! :) :)

*Give me some comments! =)

Went out with my mummy ytd night..intended to go orchard at first..but end up didnt go..cox waited for the bus for quite a long time..den it was already 8.45pm liao..agar agar also will reached orchard at abt 9plus..think not much time to walk walk too..so we decided to go to Bukit Merah Central de ntuc to walk walk..haha..then they were looking for part time cashier right now..so went to the office and fill up the application form..as the person in charge of interviewing was busy at that time,so she said that she'll call me..

but actually,im kinda confused and stress now..cox i dunno whether to go baq furama to work or work as cashier..cox in my mind,i wanted to try out and experience new things..but the only problem that kept me back was the money issue..cox furama can get my pay daily and is $6/hr..but ntuc de is $4.30/hr..den had some advises and comments form my dad and mum..den i also very "luan(confused)" liao..but i think i will go for ntuc cashier..

how abt u guys?give me comments kkz?thank you! =)

Chipmunks is soOo CUTE! :)

haha..went to cine to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks with Vicky and Wen yan today..haha..Went to buy the tickets first before having our breakfast/lunch at Long John Silver.. hahaha.. =D

One word to describe the movie..*FANTASTIC!*

it was simply *nice,*cute and *humorous! =) i truly had a great time throughout the whole movie show! :) :) :) the songs and the movement of each of the chipmunks simply melts my heart! hahaha..its seriously that powerful! =) perhaps it was also because i love squirrels alot,especially *Chip & Dale*! :) haha..so also have a likings for this movie.. =)

well..tml will be another day for job hunting..this time i guess i'll go to the correct places ba..cox actually went job hunting on mon..and guess wat?i went to 5 different places looking for jobs in one shot without eating since morning till dinner(except a small muffin before i go to Orchard)..

*1st stop at Chinatown Point-Swensens(full),Delifrance($4.20/hr)..

*2nd stop at Tiong Bahru-Ladies Clothes Shop[forget the name]-(Dunn feel like going in to ask)

*3rd stop at The Central-(walk ard but fruitless leads)

*4th stop at Bugis Junction-Swensens(full)

*5th stop at Orchard-Swensens($4.50)

wah..i was SUPER TIRED aft i go Orchard sia..was having a headache and feeling of dizziness..sianz..faster go home and rest liao..reached home ard 4plus/5pm..went out in the morning since 10plus..hopefully tml will be a better day ba..find the right place den go..dunn wanna anyhow chiong le..chiong until giddy liao..scared...hahaha! xD

shall update again soon! =)

*Go watch Alvin and the Chipmunks! Its really worth ur time and definitely ur money! :)

Cant wait! =)

haha..tml will be a day i've been looking forward to..not because of any special occasion,but its because im going for job hunting again! hahaha..shall go all the way le ba..dunn care le.. =D

hehe..cant wait for this coming thurs too! a day which i long waited for.. =)

haiz.. .. i really feel like crying out loud now.... ...and forget all my troubles for once.. ...cox... ....i really can't take it anymore.. .. ='(

*Back* to SQuare ONE...

haha..ytd was my last day.. =) sianz... aft very customers go out of the shop,i'll always be nagged at..say i didn't do this didnt do that,but i've tried my really best to serve the customers liao..i've only been there for only 3days,how do u expect me to know every single thing in the shop in details within just 3days??? plus people who knows me should know that im slow and blur like one sotong.. xD aiya..hen fan sia....*clenching my fist hard* haiz..now my level of confidence already start to dropped to the very minimum liao lorz..or should i say seriously sia,no hope in me liao..hahhaa! now looking for other jobs i also scared cannot last again..ahhh!!! *banging my head against the wall* so rite now,im jobless and useless again..hahaha.. =D sianz sianz sianz...why this yr like that ar??? by the way,i super miss my nephew and niece..now they're still in malaysia..i think they should be coming baq soon! =) haha.. so shall continue to flip straits time under Classified/Recruitment and see if there's any lobang ba.. =)

Set! =)

haha..finally can meet sista stan later..haha..it has been a long time since we last went out too..haha..he'll be coming to my work place at anchor point at 3pm,den aft which shall go have subway! wah...my last time eating subway was before O level with cindy,huijing and wei wen.. xD so can say its quite long le ba..rite? hehehe.. =p

anw,i've already decide liao..later i'll take the opportunity to talk to my retail manager..think i have to look for backup le..as in find one more job..but more to F&B de ba..maybe cafe or something like that..haha..perhaps i'll get myself settled on that and no more changes liao.. =)

hehe..can't wait for nxt week! =) =) =)

i need to destress myself....

another working day has passed..now im at home resting???hahaha.. =D hmm..business today was ok too..not too bad..as in today's work is only 3hrs,so cant expect ,much too.. haha..first thing i did today was to clean the glass window outside..den after which clean the shoes that is being displayed..hmm..can feel the stress somehow..shall see wats the outcome like ba.. anw,now that im at home,shall not think too much ba..ahhh!!! i truly need to take a break and forget all the troubles for once!

First Day Of Work..

hmm..ytd was my first day of work..overall i'll say its ok ba..just that dunn have much confidence in myself when speaking to the customers..a bit shaky here and there when i talk..haha..u guys should know my pattern de ma..haha.. guess i've to brush up on my confidence level and interact more with the customers..if not will have problem le..cox the retail manager who work with me ytd said that this one week give me "warm-up"..if really still cannot then maybe no choice liao..i mean u guys should understand the meaning of "no choice" ba..so i also dunn have to say le..haha..but business ytd was quite ok..hopefully business later on will be even better.. =) i was thinking if really cannot continue this current job,then i might consider F&B again..not sure yet..its only "if" la..haha.. today start work at 12pm to 3pm..hopefully within this 3hrs can have good sales ba.. *pray..pray..and still pray..*

*Its All About Kids! =)

haha..today ard 1pm+ received the call from anchor point de "baby chloe" shop..at that point of time i was really glad.. =) so will be starting work on this coming Sunday..can't wait! =)

Stress!

hmm..have been busy finding and looking for part time job for the past few days..cox since i went to the childcare centre on tues,they've yet to call me again..so i cant be staying at home waiting for their call all the while and rot at home,so thought of looking for extra part time job..tried calling quite a lot of shop from which i came across from the newspaper,but its either they dunn have vacancies for just weekends or they're looking for perm part time..i've even tried going in to the shop and ask but still,came out to be the same ans.. so yesterday evening,i was sitting alone in my room staring in the air,thinking of wat other part time job can i work..so that i can faster earn money and give my parents..then i have the sudden urge to go to anchor point to check out if there is any vacancies for any of the shop..cox it has just been renovated and some shops have already opened..so went there with my mum to try my luck..surprisingly,we saw a shop "baby chloe" selling kid's clothings is looking for part time assistants and so,i went in alone while my mum went to look around the other new shops which are opened..so i went in when they were no customers and ask the sales girl who is inside..so she ask me to leave my contact number and she will ask her boss to contact me..haha..so rite now im still waiting..hopefully can get this part time job..cox its super near my hse and i dunn have to waste transport cost..just a 5 to 10mins work will reached le..hmm..but shall still keep a lookout for other variaties of jobs too,just in case they nvr call..but rite now if im going to look for part time job,i'll also wanna work in the weekdays..cox the childcare is seriously very very unstable..giving me a really stressful time... haiz..if only the childcare work could be a much more stable job..den i wont have so much problem le..have some advises from sista stanley that its better for me to stop the childcare job and have a permanent job..cox he said that this childcare job is delaying my time plus its so unstable..so im seriously stressed and confused... ..

Tag me! =D

AhhHh!!! Finally so long,I've finally got my Tag Board done! =) hahaha..Thank You,Yi Pei for teaching me so patiently through online one step by the other..as u people should know im a super slow learner especially towards computer thingy..hahaha! =D but still must thank Wen Yan too for telling me the website for the cbox.com..but i just couldnt get into the website..so use yi pei de flashbox thingy instead..haha..kkz..Do tag me,people! ;)

Kids are Simply My Loves!! =)

Guess wat??? Yesterday was my first try out as Relief Teacher at the Childcare centre around Henderson area..One Word to describe and that is,"Fantastic!" =) The first thing when i stepped into the childcare centre,the feeling of nervousness engulfed me..i thought to myself,"will they start crying if i were to approached them???" But to my surprised,none of them were crying,but rather,they started smiling and waving with such a warmth welcome which really gave me great comfort and wish to interact with them MORE! =) As they were all scattered around in groups of 4 to 6 of their own likings,i therefore went to the different groups one after the other for a short introduction of their own and also myself..and you know wat? they're are simply adorable! =) Not long after,they're normal lessons went on and i sat together with them on the floor for class..this really brought back so many memories of my kindergarten times.. =) some of the little boys and girls were like wanting to sit with me..some even hold my hands tightly so that i won't go off..hahaha! =D First lesson has ended and its time to go to the playground and play! =) wah..seeing them play really makes me happy..they're laughter simply melts my heart.. =) After which,went back to the centre for lunch break and bath..this time while those children who are bathing by another senior teacher,i was keeping a lookout for the rest of the children who are busy and enjoying their playing toys time..haha..Once everyone are done with their bath,they'll go to sleep..So started to "pat pat" them to sleep..and i tell you,when i saw them progressively falling asleep so soundly,the feeling is like...erm..I don't know how to say..but its a very nice feeling..As though i feel that I'm their Mother..hahahaha! =D Its like when they're awake,all of them are a bunch of active and bubbly kids.But when they fall asleep and u look at them closely,you'll have a different feeling..because afterall,they're still a kid..Kids who yearn for people to pay attention to..who yearns for a good childhood times.. =) haha..And while they were sleeping,i started to help them sharpen their colour pencils and 2B pencils..Other activities carry on once they were awake..And i even get the chance to teach a few of the kids on writing simple chinese characters as they have no idea how to start off.. At about 5.10pm,i was leaving the place and they started asking,"Teacher Sharon,will you come again tomorrow(which is today)?" I told them its still not confirmed..and i asked them back if they want me to come back again tomorrow?and they're answer were," Yes!" hahaha.. =D felt really great at that moment..So i left the place with all the children's voice,"Bye Bye,Teacher Sharon!" as well as goodebye waves..hahaha! =D *The moment I stepped out of the childcare,the first thought that came to my mind was,"this is definitely the job or even career I'm going to pursue towards no matter what.." And I'm really determined to do so.. =)

*Changed and more Changes! =)

hehe..notice any difference in my blog??? hahaha.. =D As i was too energetic yesterday and couldnt get to sleep until 4.30am in the morning, went to further explore the blog and whacky around which i dunn usually do..so i've added some new page elements which further describe me! =) so do check out my blog more often and u know... ...read.. =) hahahaha~! xD

*My D@y.. =)

hmm..its 1.34am and i've yet to sleep..surprised that im blogging at this hr? haha..im surprised too..well..had a meet up with vann vann just now.. =) actually intend to go bugis to buy her white skinny jeans..but usually bugis will close ard 10pm? and by the time i met vann was like 9pm +++.. =D so i guessed by the time we reached there,shops will be closing down one after the other..therefore,we decided to go to town to meet up with wei wen,who was in town with her mum for dinner..shortly,cindy and ivy came to meet up with us too after their work..it has been a long time since i last saw cindy sia..haha..so missed her and her funny funny actions and jokes..so cute! =) hehe..but before we get to meet all of them,vann and me went ahead to Far East Plaza to look for her backpack..and i've bought myself a shirt..hehe..12bucks..always my budget(ok,i know i very ah soh)..hehehe! =p hmm..so now im at my home sweet home..but these few days hasn't been that sweet..cox mummy is still in thailand..and i seriously missed her lotz..frankly speaking,i'm super close with my mummy..especially at night when my 2 bros will usually come home late or if not,in the room play com..not forgetting daddy will be working..thus,left with me and mummy..plus i guess its also becox we're the only 2 among our family(5people) who are girls..hence,our relationship is even more close..but nvm..cox Mummy will be coming baq tml!! so happy!!! =) =) =) missed having breakfast with her every morning in market at abt 8am..and her snoring voice! hehehe! ;p kkz la..shall put a stop here..goodie nighty people! ;) *Can't wait for Tues(04/12/2007) to come..cox it'll be my first day of try out in Childcare Centre! i love kids! =) =) =)