*My Cries..*My Laughter..*My Sorrows..*My Bitter..

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Saturday, 12 April 2008

A day that will nvr be erased.. :)

Officially ended work at Childcare Ytd..It was really hard and unbearable to leave all the cute and naive kids..When I told the K1 kids which I was in charged of ytd that it will be my last day working here and will not be coming anymore,they were like..
"Why? I want you to come leh..I like you.."
At that point of time..I went speechless..but just hugged as many of them as I could..
Cox Im someone who dunn really know how to use words to express my feelings out..so I can only hug them to show how much they means to me and my love for them..
Though some of them may be hard to dealt with sometimes,but still,it was also them who taught me alot of things..So to all the kids of the 5 classes from toddlers to K2,it was really nice teaching and taking care of each and everyone of u at the centre for the past 3months..
Teacher Sharon will always remember u all! :) :) :)
As hard as I tried to hid all my emotions of sadness,I stepped out of the Childcare to my nxt destination..That is Queensway Secondary School..hahaha..the feeling of going baq and being able to chat with the teachers are great man..haha..and being able to see so many of my formal classmates and frenz,its even better! =) Saw Richmond man..Chatted so much with him..and as usual..He's getting even taller now..talking to him just accumulates the pressure to my neck..not i short ok..is he too tall..hehehehe.. =P But still,had a great chat with him.. =)
After witnessing Sista and Ming Ming collect the awards,all of us went to Tiong Bahru KFC and have our late dinner..Sista Stan,Sista Kenny,Wan Xin,Ming Ming,Rups,Huey Ting and Me.. =) hahaha..After having the "Finger licking good"(KFC) food,had a long and great chat session near the end of Tiong where the stairs is till 12plus in the midnight..Really Enjoyed Myself Lots Ytd.. A day I'll always remember! =)
Hope to meet up with u guys soon! ;)

Thursday, 10 April 2008

*I'll miss the time working at the Childcare! ='(

Hmm..Tml will be my last day working at the Childcare Centre..Time seriously past in a blink of seconds..I've actually been with the kids for about more than 2.5 months already..Cant imagine how tml will be like..I mean I will seriously miss the kids over there lots and the time spent tgt with them and the teachers..and all the ups and downs I've been through from the stratch till now..The kids are just like my younger siblings whereas some of the teachers are really like a mother or good auntie to me..Can really say im really trained to be a childcare teacher already..just that dunn have the proper ECH Ceritificate..
But i guess just the experience will be enough..hahaha.. =D
Ytd bought 2 packets of sweets which I intended to give to the toddlers..But ultimately,it all ended up with the K1 kids..hahaha..so bought 6packets of "Yupi" soft soft sweets for the Toddlers..Must take Picture with Marcus and Nichole tml man..Hope they'll come! =)
Though im not taking charge of Toddlers Class tml, but still, I'll drop by there no matter wat! hehe.. ;p
I'll seriously miss those times singing tgt with the kids..patting them to sleep..feeding them..cleaning up the children and all..every moment spent tgt with them will always be remembered..Cox each and everyone of them really brought smiles and laughter to me with all their amusing but yet such cute and naive actions...Misss.....
*Hope I can get hold of myself tml..* ='(

Wednesday, 9 April 2008

Hoping for a better tml.. =)

well..went to help out at the K1 today..will be going to work tml to help out the playgroup..then Friday,m y last day,at K1 again..Miss my Toddlers Class sia.....
Ok..today is super funny and pai seh la..Time was 10.40am and it was still early for me to go into the childcare..as i only start work at 11am..so bought 2 mini muffins earlier on from the market's bakery shop..sat at the chess table under the void deck and started munching..suddenly..I heard familiar voices of teachers and kids becoming louder and louder coming towards my direction..So i thought,wah..they can really raise their voice till so loud sia..guess the kids must be really over-ly hyper today.. =D
Little did I expect, all of them actually were walking towards where i was sitting at as they were having a Fire Drill Practice and have to assemble at the spot where i was sitting..when they saw me, i was looking so sotong and stunned..I was staring at them blankly and lost of words sia..I wasn't prepared at all..and they were like..looking at me with ??? on their heads..hahaha.. xD so malu la..But really,i got shocked and scared at first..Cox i seriously didnt expect them to come out man..At that point of time,it was too sudden..and i looked super weird and blur while i was munching away and staring at them at the same time..hahaha..
Im so afraid to go to Playgroup tml..Cox this class can really create a havoc man..hahaha..Pray hard that everything will turn out well tml.. =)
~E.N.D~

Tuesday, 8 April 2008

Smiles! ;)

haha..Really surprised and glad that im in the same class with Vicky once again!!! xD
all our Lectures,Practical and Tutorial class are exactly the same man! yeah!!! hahaha~! =D
happie, Happie; hApPiE!!! =)
anw..went baq to work ytd..so will be working tml and fri again from 11am-5.30pm.. =) So fast sia..Fri will be my last day working there..Gonna miss my marcus and nichole from toddlers class LOTS!!!! ='( Hope on Friday the both of them will come..So that I can take pictures tgt with them and leave it as *Ji Nian*..They are really adorable and nice kids to dote on and have u know....hahahaha! =D Hmm..as for Fri,straight after work,will be rushing baq to Queensway Secondary School for the Speech Day thingy..Going there to cheer for Sista Stan and Ming Ming for being awarded the GCE O Level Distinction Club and Top scorer for Science(Chem/Bio) respectively..So happie for them! Wooo~!!! =D and sista wanna go K-Box after that..haha..Dunno if I'll be joining them not..So many things to consider..But if I dunn join them this time,we might not have the chance to meet up again soon,as all of us will be busy with our sch and stuffs by then..Sianz.. But i try la,kkz sista? hehehe.. =P
~E.N.D~

Monday, 7 April 2008

*Updates!! ;)

Alrighty! Finally I have the feeling and the energy to do the updates that have been left mingling around for the past few days..hehe..
~2nd April 2008...
hehe..yup yup..I've turned 18 on this day..Time really flies..Hmm..so met up with Vann,Vann's gf,Vicky,Ming Ming,Zhuang Wei,Luanne and Xin Yi(Tum Tum) at Tiong Bahru,Griller, to have our lunch..Was really really happy on that day..I've finally met up with all of them aft so long..especially Vann Vann..haha..But still,wanna say a Big Thank You to all of you for making yourselves present on that day..I will nvr forget this day..especially when the cake arrived on such a special way that really gave me a shocked yet touched moments..hahaha..almost cried out..haha..And not forgetting,Took individual photos with all of them..shall post up soon..After which,went to Cine for Kbox..Really had a great time..Thanks for the treat,Vann! =)
And to all,Thanks for the presents and coming to celebrate with me! ;)
~3rd - 5th april 2008...
And yes..have to wake up as early as 6am the nxt morning for my Course's (Health Science-Nursing) Camp..haha..but seriously..This camp is far way different from the normal Secondary school camp..Its even more Fun and crazy man..hahaha..Really learn alot aft attending this camp and get to know more people..haha..Truly enjoyed all the games and activities being organised for us..
Really a Fun and Memorable Camp indeed! =)
haha..yup..so thats about it..Enjoyed myself lots throughout these 4days..hehehe.. =p
Cant wait for sch to start! ;)

Saturday, 5 April 2008

Back from HSN Camp.. =)

haha..baq from the Nursing Camp today..Overall a very Fun and Memorable Camp! Enjoy each activities to the fullest..Shall blog again soon in more details..and also not forgetting how i spend my 18th Birthday.. =)haha..cya!

Tuesday, 1 April 2008

***You moved me to tears,Daddy..

Haha..met Vicky just now under my block at 10am..then went to the badminton court behind IKEA there and play..then aft playing for quite some time,went to have our lunch at ABC market..After which,we continued our game..but this time round,we've found a new spot around my block here,which me myself didnt know that this place exist man..hahaha! Its very wulu and quiet la..Its like a big sheltered place and behind it,is a badminton court..haha..so cool man..that explains why for the past few months,there have been people doing construction over there..So guess its the final outcome of it..haha..
***ok...Right now I'm feeling really touched..my dad just came in 2 mins ago and gave me a small gift as my birthday present..though it may not be an expensive one, but knowing all the difficulties we're facing which nvr seems to be ending,he still have the heart to buy me something which really moved me to tears..when he left the room,I just couldn't help it but cried..2 days baq,he did told me that he feel very sorry that he cant give me anything this year..as he used to give me a small sum of red packet money as my birthday gift for the past years..but i told him its ok and not to worry..Cox i know that he's not having a good and easy time either and is facing a lot of difficulties,so i told him not to feel bad or anything..Just save up the money and slowly use..So was kinda surprised when he passed the gift to me..
***It may be small,It may be simple and cheap,but to me,It means a lot to me and will be the best and most precious gift I've ever received..Cox I can feel his heart and thoughts which i think,its so real and its there..u can really feel it..To me,its not the expensive gift or a very good gift that counts,but rather,a genuine heart filled with true feelings and thoughts is all that it matters to me..
***Thank You,Daddy! =' )
Big hugs to you! =)