a tiring day..but with hope for tml's arrival.. =)

hmm..today in school was feeling kinda lethargic..it seems to be a draggy day..but still try to keep myself awake..but when comes to maths group study,was quite focused in doing my work.. haiz..as usual,my mind cant seems to settled down..feeling so 'luan' and vexed..so many things are in my mind..but simply just cant say it out..or maybe i should say,something which cannot be revealed... ... .. anw..tml will be the day alot of us are waiting for.."the grandest event of the year."hahaha..actually,its not really becox of the aesthetics night..but its our chalet day!! =) haha..cant wait for tml sia..guess at these time of tml,my frenz and i will be at the chalet busy getting prepared for aesthetics night..hehehe.. =p 3days 2night chalet..so long nvr go chalet le..haha..shall count down now..1 more day left.. =) *+[4days le..worried abt youu...]+*

oh no...

today was my english internal oral exam..as usual..i panicked again and didnt really perform that well..haiz..nvm la..over then over already..wont brood over it too much ba..hmm..today's conversation was abt marriage..and abt grandparents de..so kinda ok..but dunn think i'd performed well..anw..mrs dhaliwah was kinda nice..not as bad and fierce as i thought..hehe! =p *even if i ever fall..i know that youu'll still be there holding on to me..*

sigh of relief..its over.. =D

today was my Chinese O level oral..was kinda nervous sia..cox nvr in my life im the first person for oral..plus this time was a major examination..i kept telling myself not to make any errors and to stay calm..not long aft..it was my turn..shaking and shivering,i walked over to the table and sat there..waiting for the teacher to give the paper..when she put down,my eyes couldnt get off the paper(passage).. passage reading: when i went in to the examination room,i told myself..just give my best shot and it'll be more than enough..at first,i read the passage quite fluently..but when i know that i read something wrongly,i suddenly panicked like crazy la..then i was like breatheless liao..cant catch my breath somehow..then i kept telling myself to read slowly..take my time,it was then everything went baq to normal..but by that time the passage was already coming to an end..but at least i went baq on track again.. conversation: when it was the conversation section,that was when i tried to catch baq my breath..the conversation was abt parents were busy working overseas and leave their children to the childcare centre or maid..question was.."wat do u think abt this?","why are parents working overseas?","in wat way can make a stronger bond between parents and their children?" but actually my answer wasn't quite fantastic..worst still..i didnt say and elaborate on it much..but the last question was "do u have anymore things to add on this topic?" this was when i tried to make a whole summarise abt the importance of parents spending more time with their children and etc..this was my onli chance and i really did give it all..using all the phrases that mdm ku(chinese teacher) taught us,hoping that it can help..hahaha.. =D anw..thank you mdm ku!! =) =) =) finally its over..wheef...haha.. =D now can relax more le..no longer so tensed and nervous like just now..haha..thanks wor ruby and ming ming for encouraging me not to be nervous..haha..thank u thank u! =) hmm..really kinda tiring these few days..but no matter how busy i am.. still he will come across to my mind.. anw..think shall stop here ba..shallblog again soon! ***cant wait for the chalet on friday!! =) ***3days more!!

06/07/07 =)

so sorrie..have been busy for the past few days..so didnt get the chance to blog..basically for the past few days have been busy with sch work as usual..though its reallie tiring and stressful,but for the sake of my aim to early childhood,i'll have to really work hard for these three months.. hmm..have maths QSST today aft bio de grp study..actually i find it kinda useful and good..can really understand it more and in detail..the teaching method is also good as the teacher will be teaching and explaining in a much slower pace which benefits me..cox im slower in learning..so i need to learn things in slower pace..hehe.. =p haha..now im trying to take a break..how sia..today nvr do until art..normally every single day i'll be busy colouring my course work aft my dinner till 11pm..but im really tired now..have to really have a short break now..haha.. anw..kinda happie..cox tml my cousin(sis) is having her ROM..so happie for her..haha..have been such a long time since i go for this kinda rom de event le..haha..really hope she and her fiancee will have a blissful and good marriage ahead and lead the life of a happy ending like the fairytale.. =) =) =) haha..kkz la..think i shall stop here le ba..now must think of wat to wear for tml..hehe.. =p anw..shall blog soon if i've the time..take care! =) ~shar shar>",<